We met after college and before “real life” but a year later I moved for a job. We stayed together but she was different while I wandered the streets alone she would call from work parties at all hours. On a trip to see her she was dropped off by a work friend. He eyed me cautiously while I pretended to ignore him. Its nothing. She was angry about everything and that’s when I knew, it was something. A drunk night, a lonely beautiful woman, and she called right after to check on me. I saved the message I lost her.